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Currently listening to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xTSoR-C7V0 Infernal Chasm - DOOM: The Dark Ages (Original Game Soundtrack) OFFICIAL So to summarize: Corrected Dox and not much else; on her fet life she even said some of the stuff was out dated info; so we'd figure to update it here lol, lmao thanx. csgal314 (Crystal). *Not a fun thing to discuss, but if you guys see anyone on any of my platforms 'attempting' to dox me PLEASE report it and/or let me know! I say attempting because for the last couple years, this sad human has just been googling my name and compiling a bunch of incorrect/outdated information and throwing it on the dark web. I don't let it get to me because like I said none of it is accurate lol but it's rather annoying and I know that the people that actually know me or follow me know that I'm a good person and that I don't deserve to have that kind of attention on me constantly. https://fetlife.com/csgal314/pictures/196716489?sp=1 She also doesn't care about any mans feelings; gg. https://voca.ro/1ovz2dXG4whg Identity Overview --------------------- Full Name: Crystal Lynn Shaw Gallagher Alias(es): C Sunshine ☀️, Chrissy Sunshine, cssunshine, csunshinex, csgal314, piecesofwhatt Date of Birth: March 14, 1993 Age: 32 (as of 2025) Location: Pennsylvania, United States Gender: Female Sexual Orientation: Interested in both Women and Men Languages: Presumed English Substance Use: Inconsistent self-reports: “Smoke weed/Drink” vs. “No” Body Markings: Nostril and ear piercings, one foot tattoo Body Type: Described as “Tall & Thick” Her current address is 2406 Rollahome Dr Erie, Pennsylvania https://archive.ph/il64s imgbox archive for IMG INTEL. https://maps.app.goo.gl/q1FiL4Vzt15kJPEG7?g_st=ac (google maps is strange but this is correct) I'd also like to note her mobile home has a camera peeking at the side of it right at the doorway. You'll see it on maps. "Yeah she topped me off on her trailer park." - A Reddit user, former friend? She also lives at her dads place from time to time, or just vists; per PA voting records. https://archive.ph/MIG1c/image imgbox archive for IMINT (Image Intel) https://earth.google.com/web/search/1918+Clifford+Dr,+Erie,+PA+16505 (3D view, better resoultion and clues) https://maps.app.goo.gl/b1d1U2uCJL2vzjQo7 (normie maps) 1918 Clifford Dr, Erie, PA 16505 Fathers place, Timothy M. Gallagher. https://www.homes.com/property/1918-clifford-dr-erie-pa/zgrhz58j9qj2s/ Voter Information - Name: Crystal L. Shaw-Gallagher - Date of Birth: March 14, 1993 - Status: ACTIVE - Party: Democratic - Registered Address: 1918 Clifford Dr, Erie PA 16505 Districts: - U.S. Congress: PA-16 - State Senate: 49th - State House: 3rd - Polling Place: Wayside Presbyterian Church, 1208 Asbury Rd Her names are: Crystal S Shawgallagher Crystal L Shawgallagher Crystal Shawgallagher Gallagher Crystal L Shaw C Shaw Gallagher C Shaw Gallagher Crystal Gallagher Crystal Shaw-gallagher Crystal L Shaw-gallagher Crystal Shaw Gallagher Crystal L Shaw Crystal Lynn usernames used: usernames: hardandrawfuckin emails: piecesofwhatt@gmail.com source: AdultFriendFinder (deactivated lol) usernames: tinychat-8ee62d88b2be5c41a2b12aea774f3e0d emails: piecesofwhatt@gmail.com source: Disqus emails: piecesofwhatt@gmail.com usernames: crystallynnshaw source: MySpace emails: piecesofwhatt@gmail.com firstName: Crystal gender: female lastName: Shaw-gallagher usernames: crystalsgallagh source: Poshmark emails used: -------------- piecesofwhatt@gmail.com clsgdesign@gmail.com (paypal) OLD OLD OLD (snickers) email possibly: shicolgal@aol.com Devices used: She's android so she uses google Galaxy S21 phone. https://archive.ph/Rci6K/image So she uses either of those email accounts. Job(s): https://www.facebook.com/creativeimprintsystems https://www.facebook.com/creativeimprintsystems/posts/we-have-added-three-new-members-to-our-creative-team-this-week-crystal-shaw-gall/3146022692098974/ Crystal Shaw-Gallagher: Online Webstore Administrator https://web.archive.org/web/20200228033603/https://creativeimprintsystems.com/our-staff/ https://creativeimprintsystems.com/our-staff/ Currently a sex worker socials: Persona and Branding ------------------------ Adult Brand Identity: - Self-described as “freaky,” submissive, into BDSM, rough play - Enjoys anal, oral, choking, spanking, degradation - Visual aesthetic: feminine, playful, provocative Timeline of Activity ------------------------ - 2010: Blogspot emotional entries - 2013: Behance profile launched - 2019–2025: Active on all adult platforms, still seems emotional. socials: https://www.snapchat.com/add/cssunny314 - cssunshine → OnlyFans, Reddit, Chaturbate - csunshinex → Secondary Chaturbate - Chrissy Sunshine → Pornhub - csgal314 → FetLife - piecesofwhatt → Gmail, DeviantArt - crystalshaw → Tumblr - clsgdesign → Pinterest - theveganmomma_crystal (instagram) - crystal.gallagher.562 facebook (Crystal Lynn) - crystal-shaw-gallagher-6b77aa89 (linkedin) - crystalshawgallagher (Behance) cssunshine (OF NSFW can find this on coomer.su) chrissy-sunshine (PH NSFW) IP Addresses: 73.165.80.213 (Dec 2020) insta: https://www.instagram.com/theveganmomma_crystal/ https://inflact.com/profiles/instagram-viewer/ facebook: https://www.facebook.com/crystal.gallagher.562 locate people: https://www.locatepeople.org/crystal-shawgallagher/ https://archive.ph/wip/4W4vc white pages: https://www.whitepages.com/name/Crystal-Gallagher/Erie-PA/Po8MzbJr69W https://archive.ph/wip/Dw88O Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/crystal-shaw-gallagher-6b77aa89 pasted here: Crystal Shaw-Gallagher Looking for a career that I enjoy and excel in! Erie, Pennsylvania, United States Contact Info 27 followers 27 connections About I'm a freelance graphic designer and graduate from Fortis Institute. Every day is dedicated to improving myself as a graphic designer in every category of design. I have an excellent working knowledge of HTML5/CSS3, as well as web design software such as Adobe Dreamweaver. I am very proficient in most Adobe Creative Suite products, in multiple versions, such as InDesign, Photoshop, Illustrator, Premiere Pro & After Effects. I believe that my knowledge of the Adobe CS Products and design makes me a great candidate for any type of position I may seek. My ability to handle and help customers also factors in to my qualifications for any position. My computer skills are excellent, and I am constantly widening my knowledge. I'm a self starter, someone who loves to help others, and most importantly, I understand the importance of communication. Whether it's in the workplace or even your family, communication is the key to success. Experience Graphic Designer Snowfighters Institute Nov 2014 - 2015 1 year Financial Aid/Business Office Work Study Fortis Institute Feb 2013 - Sep 2013 8 months Erie, PA (confirmed) Business Office - Assisted supervisor in scheduling and keeping track of classes. - Recorded and saved data into Microsoft Excel spreadsheet’s for keeping record. - Registered grades in to scheduling sheets. Financial Aid - Assisted prospective students with financial aid applications online. - Directed students with specific questions about their financial aid to an adviser. - Located students in Microsoft Access Database to find student folders. Production Manager Naturally Yours Designs Apr 2010 - Jan 2013 2 years 10 months Erie, PA - Managed the wholesale snack food division. - Supervised the preparation, packaging, and shipping of all wholesale snack food orders before the requested date of the customer. - Designed and printed labels for wholesale orders. - Assembled all snack food bags for orders. - Designed seasonal flyers and products, and made signs displaying offers and items. - Photographed snack food items and gift baskets for flyers, catalogs, and the business website. - Built products online and reconstructed the business website. Education Fortis Institute Associate's degree in Specialized Business Digital Graphic/Multimedia Design 2012 - 2014 Behance: https://www.behance.net/crystalshawgallagher?locale=en_US fastpeoplesearch: https://www.fastpeoplesearch.com/crystal-gallagher_id_G862709365880178300 https://archive.is/JIalx youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@crystalshaw-gallagher90 (just an empty youtube) https://archive.is/wip/pqCNh pintrest: https://www.pinterest.com/crystalshawgall/ https://archive.is/wip/8SwpO https://poshmark.com/closet/crystalsgallagh poshmark, a closet site confirmed by https://haveibeenpwned.com/ Crystal Gallagher: Interest: Gaming Veganism Partying Climate change Music Social Media Porn Childcare Pets / Animals Hair / Nail products Gardening / Home Gardening Drugs Drinking = Frequent Animal Welfare Movies / Entertainment Video games Career: Porn / Sex worker She only wants to talk to buyers, but she get's really emotionally charged when mentioning Violet; which is normal considering her career. But there is a risk. She confirmed her location for us; she does live in a trailer park at: 2406 Rollahome Dr Erie, Pennsylvania 16506 https://maps.app.goo.gl/q1FiL4Vzt15kJPEG7?g_st=ac "Come at me pussy" etc al. She let's her emotions guide her giving us Intel. Which I will not "Come at her". Previous: Graphic Design Mental/health(?): ADHD(?) (says she get's over stimulated, symptom of ADD which is now ADHD) Bi-polar / Depression(?) (She acts emotional when confronted, may not be true) Hyper mobility (joints)(true) SA(?) (hole gets bigger and bigger, blogspot post)(re-check) Drug addiction (blogspot)(will have to re-check) Supplements or prescription(s): Ultra-Mag B-6, for her vegan diet; Veganism. Also noted: Ultra Mag is a magnesium supplement that offers a range of potential benefits, including improved muscle relaxation, bone and cardiovascular health, and support for nerve function. It can also contribute to better sleep, reduced anxiety, and overall energy. Vegans can obtain sufficient vitamin B6 (pyridoxine) through a balanced diet rich in plant-based sources like fortified foods, nutritional yeast, legumes, and certain vegetables. > bone health She has to take this suppliment for her bone health, that and she's been suffering from sleep issues; this suppliment is supposed to help her with said issue, so does her heavy drinking of vodka. She's a frequent heavy drinker. Has a child named Violet M. Shaw-Gallagher; how trendy seeing cyberpunk was a thing "V". Trendy bitch lol. She was also quite defensive when we had mentioned her first name, makes sense after all for maternal instincts. Which doubly confirmed everything. https://www.pinterest.com/clsgdesign/ Ancestry OSINT: Moms obit which mentions her family and daughter. Patricia Shaw Gallagher https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/erietimesnews/name/patricia-shaw-obituary?id=32364958 https://web.archive.org/web/20250000000000*/https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/erietimesnews/name/patricia-shaw-obituary?id=32364958 Daughter is 8 years old Born in 2017 Will be 18 at 2036 Mental Health: Taken from her blogspot, it's old but it can slightly paint a picture of her. Sunday, March 28, 2010 'normality' I hate the fact that I need to take pills to feel 'normal.' What is normal, exactly? I hate it. I've lost all sense of normality. When the pills start to kick in, I can't take it anymore. I begin to feel like I'm in some sort of zombie-like state of mind. I can't shake it out. I feel like I'm not really there. It may look like I am, but I feel like I'm in a dream where I try to run but I can't. Posted by crystal at 10:27 AM https://imlivingjusttodie.blogspot.com/2010/03/normality.html --- Saturday, March 13, 2010 ... i haven't been able to become genuinely close to someone, for as long as i can remember. the thing that troubles me the most, is that i don't even know when it happened. when could it have happened? who changed me? how could they? i am scared of the fact that i am scared of someone caring for me..it doesn't seem natural. i really don't know what it feels like to be normal anymore. https://imlivingjusttodie.blogspot.com/2010/03/blog-post.html --- Thursday, February 11, 2010 meaningless i felt like you took a piece of me with you when you left all those times. i wonder sometimes, how could a person have such control over my emotions? drug abuse, depression, i've been through shit that really could have killed me, and i'm still struggling with those problems. but it doesn't matter to you, right? i'm such a fucked up girl, you knew all i wanted was someone to care. what a manipulator you are, sir. if destroying me was your plan, congrats, you have succeeded. Posted by crystal at 5:51 PM https://imlivingjusttodie.blogspot.com/2010/02/meaningless.html She had suffered though drug addiction, depression She has relationship issues due to her porn issues now; she cannot get a geniune connection with anyone, which is sad. She is a sad, sad "human". hurts doesn't it? The blog posts you provided reflect a deeply distressed individual—likely a young adult—experiencing profound emotional turmoil, untreated or poorly managed mental illness, substance dependency, abandonment trauma, and intense feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness. From a psychoanalytic or psychological lens, we can infer several key issues or internal conflicts the original poster (OP) may be dealing with. ### Main Psychological Themes & Potential Diagnoses #### 1. **Major Depressive Disorder (MDD)** Symptoms expressed across multiple posts include: - Persistent sadness and worthlessness - Suicidal ideation (“I wish I were dead”) - Feelings of emptiness and hopelessness - Loss of interest in life ("All I think about is my next fix, or fuck") - Self-alienation and depersonalization ("I feel like I'm not really there") #### 2. **Complex Trauma / PTSD** Recurring signs of unresolved trauma and prolonged emotional abuse: - Reference to being “used” or “experimented on” - Repeated abandonment (“you took a piece of me with you when you left all those times”) - A narrative of being manipulated and devalued - Hyper-sensitivity to rejection and betrayal - Intrusive guilt and loss of identity #### 3. **Attachment Disorders** The OP expresses significant difficulty with closeness: - “I haven’t been able to become genuinely close to someone” - Fear of being cared for (“I’m scared of someone caring for me… it doesn’t seem natural”) These are hallmark signs of insecure or disorganized attachment styles, usually originating in early relational trauma. #### 4. **Substance Abuse & Addiction** She openly references: - Seeking a “fix” or sexual gratification as coping (“all I think about is my next fix, or fuck”) - Drug abuse and its long-term emotional and psychological damage This suggests co-occurring substance use issues, likely used to numb intense emotional pain, manage anxiety, or escape dissociation. #### 5. **Depersonalization / Dissociation** - She describes feeling like she’s in a “dream” or zombie-like state, especially on psychiatric medication - Fragmented self-awareness and emotional numbness, common in trauma survivors ### Psychoanalytic Interpretation #### a. **Projection & Displacement** In the post “universal mess,” climate change becomes a metaphor for her personal apocalypse. She projects internal deterioration onto the external world. The “hole in the atmosphere” symbolizes her unraveling mental state—a loss of boundaries and containment. _"You are my atmosphere… you deteriorate… all of a sudden I am sucked into it."_ — This line reflects vulnerability to the actions of others and how their withdrawal (emotional or physical) causes her to emotionally implode. #### b. **Object Loss & Abandonment** She repeatedly returns to themes of betrayal, loss, and unrequited need—feeling like someone “took a piece” of her. This may signify a formative abandonment (possibly from a caregiver or intimate partner) that instilled a core belief: **“I am not worth staying for.”** #### c. **Self-Destructiveness as a Cry for Recognition** Phrases like: > “When I die, you die with me. What will you do once I’m gone...?” suggest feelings of being invisible and forgotten. There’s a longing for someone to acknowledge what they’ve done—or failed to do—to prevent her suffering. She wants validation, empathy, accountability. This is rooted in a deep need to be **seen** and **saved**, reinforced by: > “You could have been my savior. Save me next time.” ### Cognitive Patterns / Core Beliefs - **“I am unworthy of love.”** - **“People always leave.”** - **“My suffering doesn’t matter to anyone.”** - **“I don’t want to feel anymore.”** - **“If I destroy myself, they will finally see.”** ### Language and Tone - Poetic, metaphor-heavy, and emotionally intense writing indicates high introspective ability and sensitivity. The style is characteristic of someone who feels deeply and struggles to regulate those emotions. Examples: - “Like tearing a bandaid off – just get it (us) over with.” - “I feel like crawling out of my own skin.” These aren’t just figures of speech—they reflect the **somatic** symptoms of anxiety, trauma, and dissociation. ### Key Unresolved Psychological Conflicts 1. **Self-worth vs. Emptiness** > She yearns to feel valued but internalizes abandonment as proof of her defectiveness. 2. **Desire for connection vs. Fear of vulnerability** > She longs for attachment ("someone to care") but feels terrified when someone tries to get close—"It doesn’t seem natural." 3. **Dependency vs. Autonomy** > She's torn between needing someone to save her and resenting her own dependence on them for emotional survival. 4. **Control vs. Helplessness** > She feels used, manipulated, and objectified, desperately striving for agency yet repeatedly powerless in her relationships. ## Final Notes: What Was “Wrong” with the OP? **Clinical Summary:** The OP is showing signs of severe depression with suicidal ideation, unresolved trauma, likely stemming from abandonment or emotional neglect. She displays emotional dysregulation, self-destructive impulses, attachment issues, and possible borderline personality features (fear of abandonment, unstable self-image, intense unstable relationships, impulsivity). https://www.facebook.com/crystal.gallagher.562/posts/pfbid02BLoSV8yWcWveFFfQ7bZHeBn4NFxssbj4Rfo3V8iYMMSAj1vXM1ARNrbRxYiEx5Ktl Crystal Lynn August 28, 2024 · YEAH THAT'S RIGHT GUY JUST KEEP DELETING AND RESENDING THE FRIEND REQUEST THAT WILL WORK Her kid will outgrow her, she'll only have pets and her past to hold on to; she needs to grow up. https://www.facebook.com/groups/1597285337222719/posts/3872996409651589/?comment_id=3873001579651072 On her comment "Shut up" She hasn't changed or matured at all, she sets a bad example for her kiddo and that's horrifying. And we live in a world like this. She could just say nothing and move on with her day, but she chooses not to. https://www.facebook.com/crystal.gallagher.562/posts/pfbid0UQaEK937rk1TLAevcXGbgiDgqQviuHvfq8JFzNp8YYggbXkc8YfanoPdiKzJ4i2yl Crystal Lynn August 23, 2024· "Don't be shy Take the filter off" She's prideful, but pride is one of the seven deadly sins. Along with lust, what a good combo girlie. Also her dad, apparently she lives with him? GALLAGHER, TIMOTHY M - VOTER STATUS RECORD YOUR RESIDENTIAL ADDRESS 2317 ROLLAHOME DR ERIE PA 16506 YOUR MAILING ADDRESS Is your information up to date? If you need to update your voter registration, please visit vote.pa.gov/Register and submit an online voter registration application. VOTER RECORD DETAILS Status: ACTIVE Date of Birth: 05/02/1969 Party: NO AFFILIATION Are you an annual mail-in or absentee voter? NO Do you have an approved mail ballot request for the upcoming election? NO VOTING DISTRICTS County: ERIE Precinct: MILLCREEK TOWNSHIP 10TH DISTRICT Municipality: MILLCREEK TOWNSHIP United States Congress: 16TH CONGRESSIONAL DISTRICT State Senate: 49TH SENATORIAL DISTRICT State House: 3RD LEGISLATIVE DISTRICT COUNTY BOARD OF ELECTIONS Address: 140 W 6TH ST RM 112 ERIE, PA 16501 Phone: (814) 451-6275 Email: TFERNANDEZ@ERIECOUNTYPA.GOV If you have any questions about your voter record or voting districts, you may find county election office contact information at www.vote.pa.gov/county YOUR ELECTION DAY POLLING PLACE Polling Place for MILLCREEK TOWNSHIP 10TH DISTRICT MILLCREEK MUNICIPAL BUILDING 3608 W. 26TH ST ASSEMBLY ROOM ERIE, PA 16506 Polling Place Accessibility Accessible Criteria Directions to Your Polling Place Location Please enter the starting address and click the button below to retrieve the directions to your polling place.